Alrite my bad for the lack of updates but I swear that the week just went whopping by without me knowing it. No one send me any sign of tat happening as well thus leaving me dumbfounded tat its friday again. Everytime I see someone blogging like tat I would tell myself tat it looks a little wrong but cant believe tat I, the magnificent, Impatient yet talented blogger is also doing this.

I think good bloggers tends to be people who are really impatient. I mean where do you think those minds twisting, nerve-wrecking and tickle-tingling entries get their inspiration from? On the way to work on the boring bus and your semi-cautious mind starts to wonder into the 64th dimension and then something struck you and you suddenly have something to crap blog about. When you reading something on the papers, because you got nothing else to do, something strikes u again and what do you do? Blog. I think that good observations that no one else have seem to notice are a good source of blogging. Things that are commonly happening and observed yet unspoken/commented on? Sounds like the beginning of another entry to me. The highly reputable yet limited in amount, unique and gifted, charming and charismatic in writing, the very special god chosen group of dream bloggers with the slight flaw of just being a little too critical at time and being just a little too impatient.

Ok, I realized that I am getting more and more impatient. But impatient people are people with personal standards. Standards where are not met, turns into a splinter and get stuck at your index finger with no chance at all to remove it.

Right, bitching proper. I get fed up when the cab driver treats me like their driving tester and go at 60km/hr even on the expressway. Resulting in passing motorcyclist mocking me by speeding pass the road shoulder which is btw very illegal! I always have half the mind to tell the driver I will pay him more if he gets me to my location at half the time but I heard it only works in the states or some fancy Hollywood movies.

I get frustrated when the bus driver chooses the very journey I am on for his personal drive down the memory lane, noticing and reminiscing every bus stop that he past as though it would be the last time that he will ever get to drive past the stop, EVER.

I get picky when I am waiting at the bus stop for the bus I want for more than 15 mins with the people around me boarding all the unimportant bus that only hinder the traffic. I get uneasy when someone I SMS on the phone don’t seem to want to reply for a very reply-able msg. For people who still doesn’t know, eg. Michelle Tan Shuxian, my dearest god-chosen friend, I hate people who don’t reply SMS-es. I H-A-T-E them as they are rude and inconsiderate and very ever so devil-ry insensitive to matters that might be pressing to the person who have send the message. I mean how long does it take to reply a sentence or two? Laziness for is the key for isolation and lack of friendships.

Alright, back to my point. So to calm myself or so as to distract myself from being the very bitter person that I refused to be, I take attention to other things that are available all around me so as to try “forget” my impatient ness.

I noticed the brochure or pamphlet on the back of the taxi that no one else reads. I listen to the radio on my phone and have half the mind to blog about some interesting knowledge that no one else knows/bother to know and like look really smart in front of my other friends who didn’t know about it. By the way, I just remembered something else, if I cannot stand the lame radio advertisement going on, I would actually turn on my mp3 function on my phone. Listen to the song I want, many time fast-forward through intros that are too long and then stopping the song before it ends and tune back to the radio. Very impatient huh. Thus presenting Marvin of the very high standards.

I notice the very unique street names of those small and side roads that no one else seems to realize pretty much existed. Stalls and shop houses that survived from the 80s and wondering if the owner still stays above and if he is half as keen as to continue his family business. Changes in the living condition and standards leading to more and more finger pointing in our generation for being spoilt, untamed and untested in the new world order. This would of course lead to furthering thinking on the pace of Singapore’s economical progress and of monetary advancement in comparison to the tough and challenging pace of developed countries in not only the ASEAN or the five tigers in Asia but also and more importantly, in the global perspective.

As you have already noticed somewhere in the 3rd paragraph, I have no point what so ever in this blog. Yes this is a blog entry to bitch about how bitter and impatient I am and how does this factor me into being a better person. This entry also shows that I have given up on my Xmas list in total as with this entry it will kick my Xmas want list into the next page.=(

No one is going to make my Xmas merry this year so I did myself a favour by sending out cards. At least I feel better by surprising or cheering up someone into the Xmas mood with my cards. I start to worry that some cards are send to the wrong address so if you have received them can you please just let me know? If you haven’t…ermm..either its because I dun have your address or huh? What cards?

4 days to Xmas!

I have half the mind to blog as this entry will pust my wish list away from the main focus of the blog..anyway...So no one is helping me strike off anything..=(

I miss the gush of wind tat passed my face with every drive.

The sound of the quick turn by the sneakers

The air up there, close to the hoop.

The sound of swosh when you hit nothing but net.

The taste and smell of sweet that echos the double beat of your heart.

The sudden change from offensive to defensive with a single rebound

The touch of the ball leaving my fingers

The perfect pass

I miss basketball! Monday night session was crazy but I love it

this is pretty true for me too! U Seee PJ I AM WITTY

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Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing,
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The past week was crazy..HEck the past month was kinda crazy..I have like an average of 2 hours of personal time per day and I dun really know wat always makes me so tired..tsk..

When to the GM's wedding yesterday @ the Shang and I am still bleeding from the Ang Bao...The place was really grand and all but I still cannot imagine myself spending tat much of money doing all that...My blazer didnt fit me well after so long..need to alter a little..Anyway a rough estimate of the wedding luncheon would cost ard 35k? I mean I could get a japanese car with tat kind of money..then again its one in a life time kinda thing rite? I guess if u can afford it why not rite? How often do we really measure love with money? I mean if he owns his own car does it make him a better boyfren? If he could take me to fancy restuarants does tat make him a nicer date? oh well not tat I know so much abt dating too huh? I am so boring..Tsk

I changed a little on the side of my wants list and updated the point which michy brought out...Still hoping tat more ppl would actually help me strike off the list from the prevous blog..come on ppl..show me some love....Btw I also changed my blog some to let there be love..so yeah ppl..LET THERE BE LOVE...u dun have to shower me with presents..jus..a few nice one will do..hehe...maybe I can repay u by singining tat song live for u....

When to the boss's gathering today...her daughter was reallllly cute.. and her house is realllly big..will show with Pj if she uploads the photo...tat is if she is free after the return of her deary..

ohh...btw the photo tat is u see way up top there is actually taken on Mt Biang..one of the highest point in the brunei training days...Tat was charlie company...best company during ex lancer and thus the best ever! and oh the rest...TAT WAS HELL! Coming down in the rain...tsk..recalling it is also painful...but since tat I made it through, I dun think anything in life can be tougher than tat..When is up and over and ur all wet...U know tat itz ur mind tat is pulling ur through..and when ur mind is already tat condition to the such toughness..there aint no things tat can hold u down...=)

I shall use it to remind myself tat the toughest is over and there could be nothing worst..

oh wait...IT could be worst if u ppl dun decide on helping me strike off the list...now tat aint gonna happen rite mich? pj?? bella???

heh...love all..

The night out with the instructors was totally crazy! Reading fang's blog then I realised that we were all frens for about 10 years now! tat is like half of our lives lor! Isnt it amazing tat we are still the crazy bunch tat we were 6-7 years back? Still so connected.

The days as instructors, running around school doing camps and organizing school activites was maybe the best fun of my life. The best part of the job was perphaps the fact tat we all took alot of pride in being choosen as one of the instructors and student leaders of the school and we didnt complaint even though we had to work to unearthly hours, doing unreasonable tasks.I miss the endless campfires and frenship dance, the hole tat we burnt into the carpark of the assembly area. The night sentry duty tat huiwen and audrey never did.. and just everything! So glad tat you ppl are still in my life and I feel really blessed to have met you guys! will update with some photo after I get them from fangz..

I think I need to generate a Xmas list..I dun do it simply becos no one ever gets me anything for Xmas...=( so ke lian lor..All my frenz are always so broke after they get thier presents for thier beloved and have no more money to spend on me...Eg Ms Tan who gave me a card for xmas and say tat she will make it up for me..yet to happen...Recepient of lillies for bday? nope..no news as well...Effort of glossy red belt tat has yet to be worn..un-noticed..Stewardess with promises of oversea imports and still remain as promises till now...

I come to pass tat xmas is more abt the love of giving and about christ himself and thus out of the love of god I shall let all these ppl go, undeminished and untouched.I love Xmas as a season and anything extra would just be icing on the cake, but after Ms Chia gave some comments like maybe I will get you a shirt or tie for Xmas..I began to worry...I dun want a new tie..I like to choose them..I dun want a new shirt..refer to the above..Anything tat is not practical for usage..I HATE MUGS..I DUN DRINK COFFEE and the worst thing tat could ever be given to me would actually be CHOCOLATES..Cos I dun take them and it has no value down the memory lane...WOnka bar excluded..

I think I would wanna send our Xmas cards this year..Trying to..Planning to..but first I gotta like compiled all the address of ppl tat I owe Xmas cards from...very diff job for someone as USED-to-Be Unorganized as me..so yeah..tat to come and lotsa work to do..I wanna spread the Xmas cheers for once..

ermm...I have half the mind to postpond the list of wants for the next blog but I know I will be too lazy..

here is the list...
Note: Author reserves the right to ammend, edit and change without pior notice. Items mentioned are subjected to availablity in market, if found unobtainable, direct cash presentaion of similiar presentation is also acceptable. Strictly no credit terms or negoiation in variation of objects.List is already flexible enough so please do not request for anymore customization.Your kind co-operation is greatly being appreciated.

In no particular order of choice or preferences.Though providing all would make a very Merry Xmas..

-A brand new guitar strap to hold up my Acous guitar..( please go easy on floral design or un-needed hippy trend tat in YOUR personal view is taken in as cool)

- A DOUBLE guitar stand to hold both of my prized treasure.

-Topman gift vouchers so tat I can do my own shopping!

-A nice cap tat has a little bling and a little sense of style.

-Contacts of good, sweet-looking and nice Gals frens/cousin/classmates/ relatives/neighbour/colleagues who appreicate nice ppl with a dash of humour and decent looks..MUST BE SINGLE

-Gift voucher to Reds/Kimage/supercut so tat I can highlighy my hair and have a decent cut after being restricted,tarnished and destroyed for the past 2 years

-Nice shades from anywhere..

-A Mazda 6, the one that really drives..models would be isolated in some unknown and un-noticed corner without second thoughts..

-A nice pair of shoes form the nike vintage shop..any pair will do...I am a size 10.5..

-Accessories worthy of proper xmas presentation..combination of serveral items would work too.

-T shirts or anything from this shop at hereens..I think itz called Queens..where they sell nice vintage t-shirt and soda-pop wrist bands...

-T-shirts from New urban male..(notice the S behind T shirt)

-Casual Jacket..

Make my Christmas pleasE!

*Is and forever will be amazed by Mayday

*Enjoys the moment as he breaks away into his world created by pure imagination

*Is buried in Brisbane

*Should stop thinking abt getting new shoes

*Needs to learn to start breathing again

*looking forward to the day where he puts back the stars

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