Yes it has been two years and no it is not "very fast hor"..It didnt seem so when I was in brunei where it rained without fail at 5...It didnt seem so when I was 2nd day into a mission with 20 odds km to walk with all my load..It didnt seem so when it was the 7th day in taiwan where I last seen a tap with water..But yes its all over but no major jump ard though..all my frens kinda feel the same as me I would think but we are all glad we can look forward to not tolerating some issues anymore.I swear I remember everything tat happen on the day of enlistment to the finest detail of the wake up call at 7 am in the morning from Ms Neo all the way from down under without realising tat of cos I am enlisting only at 1 pm. I have many learning points tat I had reflected on but tat would be another post.Which of cos will come soon. =)

Met up with my BMT buddies finally after 2 years and it was great! I wasnt really sure if I wanted to go in the first place as I have not seen them for 2 yrs and not really sure if we would still have topics to talk abt...It turned out tat army guys will always have rubbish to talk abt so yeah..heh..We had steamboat at marina and went over to praklane area to chill..It was kinda fun toking abt where each of us were posted to and the diff things tat we did in these two years..hard to imagine we all had the same start..refreshing of all the funny incident tat happened 2 years back was really something esle...cannot really be describe in words..maybe jus brothers in arms..the night ended at ard 0330 and I reach home at 4 am..tsk..and we were'nt even clubbing..

Met up with Ms lim shuyi too and had lotsa fun jus talking and gossiping..heh..really miss her company and the days where we jus did nothing but spend time with the grp..Kinda freaky tat we have all watch each other grow up and at this point of time spend half of our life in contact..we didnt actually really do anything at all but jus kept talking and talking from the past,present and into the future but somehow it was rather sufficient..I had a great time and for such a long time nv felt so relax and comfortable..heh thanks babe..amazing how simple it is to have a good time with the right company..

I feel kinda relax now..appreciating all tat has happen in the past life-changing two years..looking at all the testimonials tat my army buddy has written for me really touches me..all the impt ppl tat I predicted to meet, have been met in the process...maybe I have changed alot in my thinking and all but i think it's still all good...time to take a little rest..look at wat I have been through before I move on again...All in God's prefect glory of cos..

Less than perfect but not too far away i pray..

till the next post..

U see.. u ppl gotta learn to pray more and do more praise and worship.HE works in you! heh.. Just after my last range which ended in super earthly hours (which I got prefect score btw) I got a sms from my buddy stating tat he will not return my lost wallet unless I go play soccer at tp with him today.. I called him immediately and realised tat he found my wallet hidden at the Tuas checkpoint Bunk without all my money of coz..but with all my cards intact! woo hoo! hehe..I got all my cards back except of cos my 11B which I think the guy who stole my wallet threw it away or something..but anyway.. I got my wallet back and all so itz really great news lar..I am sooo grateful..=)PRay ppl..PRAY

I been working out more during this few weeks of boredom and I realised tat the more u work out the more out of shape u feel..hmm..I dunno why le? before i started working out as such I didnt really feel very out of shape but after all these I feel very unhappy with everything le...ppl told me tat is the same kind of sickness tat breeds into freak tat build themselves into the govertner of Cali but hmm...will see how it all goes after a month of this lar..I am running more so it must be good in the overall rite?

On the long bus ride home jus now I thought abt ppl tat were like once I felt were very important friends..which have sadly of cos dissappear away...Then I realised tat we dun really need these ppl after all? we wont jus be very worst off without these ppl..so yeah..when it time tat they need us back we wont be there anymore...ermm yeah..treasure ppl ard u if not u cannot expect them to be there when something happens rite?

Hova..I know this is an old song from Jay-z but this part of the lyrics is so true..till the end of the week when itz all finally over!


H to the izz-O, V to the izz-A
Not guilty, he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose son of a bitch

Was looking through this Cd containing all the praise and worship songs with my guitar and came across this song tat I have almost forgotten..Always brings a smile to my saturdays and today would be no different.

His love

His love is warmer than the warmest sunshine
Softer than a sigh
His love is deeper than the deepest ocean
Wider than the sky
His love is brighter than the brightest star
That shines every night above
And there is nothing in this world that can
ever change His love

Once I thought that love was meant for
Anyone else but me
Once I thought that no one knew the way
Now that only goes to show how wrong we all can be
Cause now it seems He loves me more each day

Something happened to my heart
The day that I met Him
Something that I never felt before
And that something is that He has buried all my sins
And everyday I know He loves me more

=) I miss singspiration!

So it was edwin's birthday last saturday and we went out for a KTV session at partyworld. Complimentary of the bday boy of cos..heh.. pretty broke lately also lar..He had alot of cards and coupon and stuff to reduce the cost so it total up to ard $100 for 6 ppl/ 4 hr.. I think it was pretty alrite lar..since it wasnt the happy hour..Izzit jus me or is the sound system better at party world? hehe anyway..I had lotsa fun...been sooo long since I went singing and there are sooooo many new songs tat I wanna sing...oh Qian li zi wai is out btw..so fast rite? haha..anyway..it was nice...When I was singing I was wondering...Izzit possible to go to ktv and not sing Jay, Liang qing ru, sun yanzi and wu yue tian songs? ok ..the wu yue tian is outta the Qn..but I mean if I work at the ktv..I would be like jus repeating the same jay songs rite? Tats y I like to choose very old songs from very wulu ppl to sing..there is this hit rate thingy at the side of the song so we get to see how many ppl choose tat songs before and u should really check the list on Jays page man..haha..itz like a national anthem..

After tat we went to this place call the Pit stop cafe to play games..It something like the settlers cafe where u get to play board games and all..we had lotsa fun..I went to settlers once and I think the more ppl tat u bring there really makes a different..ur like able to play more games and try more different stuffs and all..more noise more fun rite? heh...we play pictionary and I cannot remember the last time the few of us had so much fun..it was like back to the seconday days again..then we change over to this negotiation game lar..though we dun really know how to play cos the guy who taugh us also like dun really know..but we jus anyhow play lar..haha..tats pretty much the point also rite? it was really fun anyway..and the food are like pretty reasonable and nice...

I recommend it man..itz at circular road..next to clark quay and the pub areas..so yeah...go check it out with ur grp...they even allow us to take a grp photo to put it up on thier walls..itz decorated with all the photos of thier customers and all and u get to write on thier wall! cool rite? I think they are like only in ther twenty and this is sort of like a entre kinda thingy so they were very close to the customers and friendly and all..really nice ppl..heh..

here are the pictureS!


dark ktv


=)


the game..I am the boss..or something like tat..heh


busy price working..


master at work..


serious stuff..


the wall with all the photos


decide where to put it..


ta da!


this is the photo..


happy birthday edwin!!

So I did my last guard duty yesterday and I got really pissed off by this guy who was in charge of the guard room. I totally cannot stand all these freaking regulars who think they own the world man..Losers. I am so glad tat I am going to leave them and thier pathetic live of meaning slavings. Tsk. Get a life man. If ur are tat good you wouldnt be here. You know it yourself dun you.

I recieved a testimonial from my OC. I always thought tat he didnt really like me and I was like overworking myself off for my eyes only. It was really impressive if I might say so myself. heh..I got to speak to him after I got it and asked him why out of such goodwill he wrote something like tat for me as frankly I felt tat I didnt need such a thing. A few of my frens have ask him to write for university entry purpose but ermm...I am not in the Cat to make use of such testimonial. He explained tat it was like an official document tat he has to give tat person if that person reach a certain ranking for his certificate of service to SAF. So apparently my ranking was Outstanding as of compared to the rest of 3 guards NSF commanders. So wats new? hahaha..but it was a really nice surprise lar..at least I knew tat my efforts didnt really go to waste though it was more of a self-satisfactory thingy when I did my stuff and all. Play ball ma. rite? So I brought home most of my clothes from camp together with my file of all this achievements cert tat I really wonder if it matter?my fren kept telling me tat he would hired me if he saw tat I had a letter from some general for performance..haha..wat is my employer is a girl le? Mummy saw all the cert and ask if it would help me get a nice job. I wish I knew. Just keep lo..no harm ma?

I bought the new Jay cd as I support good music.*nod head* It was quite worth it I feel. I prefer this so much better then the prev one and It came with a dvd of his pro-longed Mtv on ye de di qi zhang..IT was pretty cool and ermm he is pretty rich I guess..hahaa..but it was very "pro-ly" done lar my sis said. According to my design fren however, he predicts tat they jus put his name for the main idea tat he gave and the rest of the work were done by the crew. Who cares? Jay means Money ma? rite? As long as it fills the table for the family I wouldnt mind too man..haha..

Oh I have finish this 2 books from the local write I think his name is Jason Hahn..very light and humourous writting..I Think u can find his coloum in 8 days or something..tat's where I saw him coloum in the first place lar..so yeah ..typical singaporean stories with lotsa entertainment..=) book 1 is call Asking for trouble and 2 is table for three.Spend a full hour watching channel 5 jus now..something tat I havent done in years..they were showing this stories for love thingy and I felt tat it was really interesting..=) I heard they are like new local directors ..so yeah prospectful..maybe will catch another story next week if I remember...

Feeling rather pissed at some ppl now actually so I cant really type and I lost the points tat I wanted to blog abt..I had so many things I wanted to type and talk abt but then again it seems like I got no time to do so again..after 2 more days of duty on thurs and fri it will be glory land and lotsa more stuff...

yeah I CANT STAND YOU TOO...WATEVER man..

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Facelift

As of title. The last time I did a facelift here was like so long ago tat I dun remember. more blogs coming up.

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i cant believe it.

I know I promised abt the photos tat were supposed to be up and all. I had it all prepared I swear! well yeah mentally but still I know where goes where and wat goes with what so it was kinda counted tat it was prepared. I wanted to blog abt something tat is pretty profound and has been bugging me for the past few weeks. I wanted to blog abt the stuffs tat I read in the papers but yes as u all have predicted now I have something even greater to blog abt now tat has taken the place of all the above.

I lost my wallet again!

No let me change tat. MY WALLET GOT STOLEN AGAIN! haiz..

I have half the mind to blog the story out but then again wats the point. I didnt make a big fuss abt it though. I think I am so use to these stuff happening around me tat nothing surprises me anymore. The never ending reign of bad luck. I know I am careless but at this moment nothing matters. I have learned to see things so impt to me fade away and wat frightening abt tat is I am getting emotionless too. Unfreeze me.

Kinda sad to think tat when something bad happens everyone ard you would all start to suspect someone.The very same someone at the very same time. I mean if tat is the life your living then I would thus consider u as a flop. I would tell my frens tat these ppl are there so tat we look more outstanding in the outside world.Evil I know but hey the truth is often cruel.

I lost track of wat cards I need to cancel and replace. I feel so irritated.

Gimme a break k? Please?

so sick of this and tat and you and them and everything. I needa crash.

*Is and forever will be amazed by Mayday

*Enjoys the moment as he breaks away into his world created by pure imagination

*Is buried in Brisbane

*Should stop thinking abt getting new shoes

*Needs to learn to start breathing again

*looking forward to the day where he puts back the stars

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