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Thursday, August 31, 2006

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Un-focused

I cant stand myself really. I surf the net and wonder why my frens never update thier blogs and when I look at my entires they are always like a week old. Tsk. I use to update everynight despite the fact tat I do not have anything to tok abt. Can crap abit lar. I guess tat was my talent during the poly days whereby I can write abt nothing for very long. As demostrated by last few sentance of this paragraph.heh

I swear tat there are many great happening tat I wanna blog abt.Like last saturday was one of the most amazing day tat I have experienced for the last quater of the year but looking at the photos I need to upload and resize I feel so lazy again..heh..but I will blog abt it soon! I have to. I will. I am going to do it. erm Tmr..hahahaa.. when I have more patience lar.. I am going to change my blog skin too..I got this nice template already too..

My home life is very fixed according to the tv programs..I watch a very standard day to day amt of SCV. Same host, same games and mostly same songs..haha..feel like life before army and I am kinda of secretly enjoying it.

Was asking alot of my IT frens on how to save video from youtube as I wanted to save this video to send my fren. to my dismay none of them know. TSK...study IT yet whenever I ask them abt any IT stuff no one can help me..Ask me abt business plans all these I still know lor...monetary policy and stuff..I KNOW LOR! tsk..u all should work harder man..hahah..Anyway I spend one afternoon reading endless forum and instruction jus to save a 3 min video..tsk tsk..but at least i know how to do it now!*looks down on the IT ppl ard me* hehe..

promise tmr post would be better. with lotsa photos..=)

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1:34 AM

Sunday, August 20, 2006

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Late

Ok..I know I am like 2 weeks late with this update but I was really sick last week so I didnt really get the chance to blog lar..Frankly didnt really have the mood to do so also lar..Was rather busy touching up some stuff here and there also...ITz only like 40 more days to go and yet I am still so busy..cant stand it.. Anyway..here is the pictures from Ndp heh..

The holding area in the indoor stadium where ppl are starting to form up.

Choir!

Motivators..

Nam Hua sec..pretty colours..

Another one..

One of my man prep^ing the big banner for back drop..

View from top..PPl mopping the area dry after the rain..

Magician at the pre-show tat looks like mafias

Balloon ppl..

Bigger balloons

Founders of Team Beng Lee

Deyi Band ready to go..

View from the field before the flying fox

Count down..

Barthez's Peace out

Gym ppl..Gym..

err..

Parade Form up

Hey light up my sky..

and so..

When all is over..

The last shot of the Stadium..

heh..Running more lately..feels better..till more stuff to update I guess

Thanks for the treat Pj..it was really nice..too bad I was sick..we should go back again..hehz..

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12:46 AM

Monday, August 07, 2006

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This is home

It never seems to end. So close till the final count down at kallang and yet the day where by I officially return to civilization still seem so vague and unreal. I have to perform duty again all the way till the actual ORD date. How fantastic is tat? How comes things never ever goes according to plan for me? Maybe I don't work hard enough? I really honestly dun feel so. Things just never seem to goes right for me and I really dunno why.

My friend say I expects too much? Izzit true? I dunno. It dun seems like it to be though but then again tats me.

The final rehearsal yesterday lasted till 1130 pm. I arrived at around 2 pm and work for the most 20 mins? The rest of the time was spend doing nothing. The worst part abt tat is tat near 200 ppl tat were around were doing the exact same thing. Wasting time. IF this was to be a millitary display of effiency then how well do we really fare? The show is up no doubt but at wat price again?

Had overnight mahjong last night and I won a few rounds tat would have made me flip over this blog over and over again like a circus act but somehow I seem to have dropped tat part of me somewhere and it jus when missing. When Emi was commenting tat I didnt laugh as openly or happily as feng and her when we were watching Nacho It got me thinking a little actually. It wasnt tat I didnt want to or I cared too much abt wat ppl around me think of me, it was jus tat I couldnt. I dunno why and I wish I knew.

I crave for an intellectual read when I am online but no one seems to be blogging anymore. I dun seem to be toking to ppl on Msn anymore and most of the time I am can be caught jus browsing through my frenz photo on friendster. The ppl tat I miss so much but really nv get a chance to tell them. Not tat it would matter much wat I type or msg them as it was already tested and proven with many reply msg overflowing with negative vibes and tat is only when THERE IS a reply. Sigh. I wanna try to rebuild links but I cannot stand being ignored. It nots worth it. Why should I be the only tat bothers? If u dun care why should I? Ask why have I not start a conversation with you? Maybe itz because after I do the replies I get are of pretty much..None? I am as not-interested as ur uninterested replies are too..So maybe I am doing us a favour by remaining silence in the first place.I would like to think so.

I have this habit of keeping a log account of my conversation and I get a kick whenever I read the past msg-es. I am guilty of comparing it to the present day conversation and it results in the bitterness tat is overcoming me now. I know I am losing my friends. It's a fact but at least for this moment now. I dun care. It not fair tat I am the only one who bothers about this. My bunk mate feels tat I think too much abt ppl reactions and feeling when the other party doesn't even give a damn. Whats the point? For once let me be unreasonable. Let me be the irresponisible one. Why shouldI care so much. Tsk. I roughly predict tat the ppl I dun see online anymore has already blocked me from thier Msn. Honestly I was a little taken back when I first thought about it but then again now I feel tat I should thank them for organising my life for me. Think about self-disposal trash. Perfect. You would even know wat ur missing. So yeah Watever to tat too.

I know I sound so bitter now. Please note tat I really do appreciate my friends tat I have around me now. If ur still with me,I am ever so grateful. You guys mean alot to me. The ppl who have come and gone or are going. I dun hate u. I want to restate that I am not angry with any of you. It just tat I dun care anymore. If u were to fall into this unfortunate grouping tat YOU choose to be in. Jus think tat at least u meant something to me before and thus I am also grateful tat god made our path cross.Lets hope tat in such it made us better ppl. For ourselves and the ppl we are to meet in the future.

I know this has been a page of endless rant from me and it might totally make no sense to some of u who jus by-pass my blog. Tat would actually be a good thing in fact. I just wanna shout out my thoughts a little. Pray tat this process of clearing my thoughts would make me feel better tmr.

Afterall this is the virtual press world tat I created. My home. My rights to totally write watever I please so tat I cant look back someday and get a kick of it over all ( refer to top few paragraphs).

The fact tat I feel freaking tired due to these commitments isnt helping much.

CPJ I NEED MY JAP FOOD SOON.

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2:17 AM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

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The rain of cherry Blossoms

I love this song!

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1:09 AM