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Monday, February 27, 2006

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Idol Dream..

Never been a fan of the Singapore Idol or the project superstar series..not tat I dun prefer them itz just tat I dun have the time to properly follow an entire series..so yeah..Despite my fren and family members going crazy over the entire rush of idol fever..I seem to be feeling jus normal..

So to my point..I was watching the campus version of it and was totally surprise by this 13 year old gal..she sounds reallly freaky..! she has this face tat really reminds me of a teddy bear but her voice..Gosh..She would pass off as a twenty or even early thirty..Which got me thinking a little..Since girls dun break their vocies like guys(lucky bitches..) so they would actually have their grown up voice at 12 or 13? hm...really kinda freaky rite? or do their vocies go through more evolution? enlighten me?

There is also something esle...I think through such competition u kinda really realised how much hardwork the celebs u see on TV put up eh..I mean u used to know tat david tao songs were really tough to sing..but as the cotestants start to sing u start to realised tat actually many other singers have really tough song..Eg. Zhang zhi Chen? I like his songs so yes I did attempt to sing them at KTV and realised tat his songs are not for normal ppl to even dream abt..so when u see professional well at least wanna-be contestants Buang it in front of national Tv, U actually appreciates the original singer more...

Same things goes with the host thingy and the acting thing which sorry I dunno the name of..bet u nv thought how good guo liang is when he normally hosts rite? I mean u know tat Wang zhi jiao is funny and all but u nv really felt how quick his reaction was...Comparing to yao wen long to the rest of the new actor search, u realised how professional he really is..I mean u can really tell the different league in professional and nots...

So if all this Idol search brings out the newest stars..I guess it brings out the already polished one as well.. =)

ming Xin Meng..

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11:08 PM

Friday, February 24, 2006

::189::
Sweet dreams till sunbeam finds you.

At the very moment I am writting this Mich and Joan should be getting ready to board the plane back to the down under...Tat sure felt fast..Soon they will be grads too and like all my other frenz except the guys, they would be working..WE ARE ALL GROWN UP NOW..sniff sniff..

Actually I always wonder that actually I am kinda like working too in the NS..Jus tat I cant go home and I cant quit...the politics? Yup itz there..but tats another story for another time..

My tagboard account closed down..gosh..u see..no one reads my blog.. = and the ppl who does dun tag anymore..sigh...life without frenz..MY fren say I sigh alot..Cant really help it I guess...

have u ever have a dream tat u woke up and realised tat u cried? Such dreams and all can be so depressing..

I had a story tat didnt seem to exist
a dream tat tasted too real
a letter that was never written
a picture that seem like a distant memory
tears that was never really cried..

I dun Want to miss you..

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11:51 PM

Sunday, February 19, 2006

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I realised..

I realised that there is something really wrong with my ankle as it sprains too easily
I realised that I took only 4 days to complete resident evil 4
I realised that Joan has a hacking programme in minesweeper and she is evil.
I realised that I am having lesser and lesser frenz =(
I realised tat my Frens dun blog anymore.
I realised that no matter how many times, the feeling of bookin in suxs
I realised that I miss school days real bad
I realised that point 5's that has no h in it
I realised that I cannot write a essay constricting to 300 words
I realised that i am really bored with no solution now adays..=

Entertain me..

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11:41 PM

Monday, February 06, 2006

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Light,Camera and Action..

If you were given a chance to direct ur entire life into a movie, what type of movie would it be?

Action?Drama?Thriller? Romance? Comedy? If itz horror then please stop reading my blog and go away..

Before you dish out the unicorns and the pretty castle and all, I said DIRECT not script write. You have the authority to choose how you want to bring the story across but you cannot change the story. Get me? Just pick and use wat you have now, all that has happen. Memories not fantasies. What would it be?

I want my movie to be the type of movie I would enjoy. Movies with depth.Where you can feel the script and relate to the story with your personal experience. Movies that many,sadly, singaporeans do not and are unable to comprehen.

Movies with great colour coordination like Hero.For life is as such a beautiful painting. Movies where the actors speak with their eyes,action and reaction rather then cheesy lines. For humans have sight and feel too beside the sense of hearing.

A movie like 2046 Where you can go through the bitterness and sweetness of love.Movies where you the script comes alive and you taste throught emotion and expression.

I want my movie to be over rush with music. Music brings memories. Music links events. Music express when words cannot represent what you want to bring across. Music sets the mood and prepares the audience.

It would be like a musical. Like Perphaps Love.Tragic,simple love stories that would and could happen. Many, many songs that reflexs what the actors are feeling.Despair, romance, love. Everything would be in cue and everything would lead on.

It would bring tears. Bring the sweetness of first love.The feeling of rejection.The breeze of success and moment of failure.It would definately bring the despair of being left alone to face the world. A movie that has diamention in a way that you feel emotionally involved.

I have the script. I am sure. It nothing super dramatic like stars wars. It nothing perfect in coincidence like turn left and right. Its simple, yet in certain aspect complex.Different level of mixed emotions as such of life.It's tragic and yet beautiful.

Its really something that I would really want to present so that in a way I would remember.Remember again when I look back at it or at this particular blog in 2-3 years and realised that I once felt this way abt my life. heh..really hope that by then I would look at my life in a different light.

This is maybe one of the reasons I blog. I been reading a few of my frens blog, some of which has stopped and died along the way. Some of which find no meaning in writting but takes it as only a "responsibilty" to keep it going since it started some how. Some of which uses it to express what they cannot bring across,personally in words. Whatever the reason maybe, I feel that it serves a purpose and as long as it serves your purpose, it doesnt matter if no one or anyone reads it right? I use it as a refresher of what I have felt. When you look back at how you feel,behave and the words tat you use at the particular moment in life, it actuallys somehow shows how much you have grown in time.=) have I lost you guys yet?

Treat it as a milestone. A story. A Memoirs of your life.A movie that plays mentally in you and you are the exclusive audience that it is film for.

Now You know my script and have heard the songs. I am sure of it. Afterall it was You that help me co-write my movie.

Now tell me, what would your movie be like?

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9:23 PM

::186::
The glitch..

The urban rat-race

In Simplicity we seek Complexity
In Complexity we crave perfection
but Perfection lies only in simplicity

what then do we really seek for?

Picture urself really bored at home. Pondering how to use ur day away. Do I catch a movie? Club or just hang out with the gang? Pick anything but in this case lets pick option 3.

So there ur are..Jus hanging out with the guys, chilling, doing the usual and eating the usual.You then realised that the places of eating is starting to run out. Ordering the same food doesnt really make sense anymore and you want to do something different. Something Fun. Something that is out of the ordinary.

You leave simplicity,the usual, for Complexity.

You seek the new craze, you play new games..You go to places that are not familiar to you and you try to adapt.You try to pick that new skill up and be good at it. All of you, you and ur buddies. Realising that changing from the usual to the fresh is becoming quite a task. You seek to perfect it.

You crave Perfection.

You get tired, it's beginning to be a task but still it too far to give it up. You want to fit in. You wanna inhabitate in. But then again you realised that after your there, the familiar feeling haunts u again.It getting dull over again and u then seek for a new tempo.Again.

In Perfection, you only find simplicity

So your back to where you start and begin to ponder, what are u looking for? You target if u really manage to reach it brings u only back to where you are now. The only difference is only the fatigue that you picked along the way while reaching your hunt.

The urban rat race. Another unwritten template of human. A freak of nature or an auto programming to keep us moving. Self-created drive that moves the world.The computed logic in our world so that "big game" of life would work and not crash.

The giltch comes in when you realised the emptiness that it brings u and u dun wanna race anymore. You dun want the cheese. You cant seem to find your purpose as you know that the cheese would only lead you to the next bigger one.

The glitch. Malfunction of the system.

solutions?

food for thoughts.

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12:21 AM