I love XMAS!! no really, look back at my post last yr or the yr before I bet I wrote the same thing..There is always something really magical abt this day..The spirit, the atmoshpere, everything..it's just really nice and warm..heh..

Spend alot of time shopping with michelle..after counteless trying out of her dress, she finally decided to buy it..yeah..totally expected but ok lar..itz nice...heh..

When I got home from camp this week, my freaking giantic xmas has presents! woo..



reminds me of when i was a little kid and I would really count down to xmas so tat i can open my present..so yeah..it was cute to see the presents...I didnt really expect anything lar..I sort of like out grew the presents part..I dun look forward to like receving any presents anymore..I would more rather give and make my frenz happy yeah..heh..so anyway..after my totally huge dinner..





and my white wine tat I choose and bought..=)



mummy asked me to go open my present..I Was like huh..I also got ar..not bad..it was from mom and dad..and it was...

THE BLUE JAPAN ADIDAS JACKET TAT I WANTED!!!!

extra cool! I feel like a kid again..hehe...

(shut up michelle..no I dun care if u think it too expensive for a jacket..it mine now and itz nice no matter wat u say..)

yeah!! tat is why..I repeat I LOVE XMAS...

ya after tat got change to go to this catholic church service jus near my place...havent been to masses since I was in primary...So many things tat were so familiar...so many songs tat i swore i sang when i was a little boy..and of cos..the presence of being in church on xmas...MAGICAL...

If only everyday was xmas..heh...

MERRY XMAS ONE AND ALL!~

=)

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Xmas Prayer..

Dear god,

on this special day tat u show the world of the greatest love possible, I would like to thank you. Thank you for this amazing year tat has pass and that even on this very special day that you have given to us love and hope more then 2000 years ago,you continue to enrich our lives with ur unfailing grace.

I Would want to thank you for all the amazing things tat went well this year. It has been indeed a year with many happy moments to remember. In fact I cannot remember a year tat I have so many of such great moment to bring with me towards the dawning of the next new year. I am ever so very blessed to be able know that the source of this all comes from no where esle but from you.Thank you for so many amazing moments.

I would also like to thank you for moments that made me sank to my all time low. Moments that made me feel so helpless, sad and weak. I know that through every of this heart breaking and mind disturbing moments, I would grow. I would grow to be a better person for ppl who really love and appreciate me. Lord, I understand that only through this hardship that I may be a better person and perphaps even appreciate things that I never have before.Therefore I thank you for helping me pull through these tough times, knowing tat I am growing everyday through tears and blood tat I shed.

I would want to thank you for all the dear friends that stood by me these years. These very special ppl that I have encountered along my life.The ppl that made my happy momements possible. The ppl tat I know I can turn to and count on when days are bad and ppl tat I know are always there to listen to my ranting and long phone call when I am really bored or upset. It would be impossible to be who I am today without these very special ppl that you have send for me to pull me through along the way. I would like to pray for all these ppl and hope tat you will continue to surrond them with your grace and keep them and their family safe for the upcoming year or even years. That they might be happy and blissful even if they do not know abt you, I pray that ur will continue to watch over them as of the rest of ur flocks.

I would also want to pray for my family that they may continue to have good health and strong faith in the things they do and all will go well for them in your grace.

In all, I would like to thank you for giving us the reason for christmas. A reason to rejoyce. The previllage to be able to be thankful for all of the good things that your love has brought us. On this day of the birth of the new hope, I pray that peace will dawn upon us and we will continue to grow in love and happiness for the ppl ard us and the ppl who really matters.

Thank you lord for everything and many praises to the birth of our saviour.

In christ most precious name we pray,
Amen.

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Final home..

It was like watching guitar porn.

It was a pure solo performance by all instruments from the band.

It was like a 3 hour, hall-full, KTV session.

It was the dance of the light sticks.

It was about 31 songs that u know the lyrics by heart.

It was about falling in love with the songs u already love.

It was about remembering songs that brings happiness tat u have forgotten along the way.

It was a night tat made u scream like a little fan.

It was pure rock and pop.

It was display of why the are the only and best heavenly band at the moment.

It was the performance that made me feel happy after a month.

It was the perhaps the best night of my life so far.

It was and Can only be, Mayday.
=)

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Letter


You must be wondering why am I writting this letter to you, after all I am with you all the time rite? What esle Would you not know of rite? but hey, seriously man, I do feel that there is something tat is really starting to trouble me a little. I mean, I cant help noticing the state that your in rite now man..You are in reallllllllli bad shape man..I cant remember the last time I saw you like this ..oh wait! it was tat time u crashed out of tat basketball tourment during the young days but hey tat lasted for a day or two and this has been like wat? a month? com ' on.. get a grip man..

look at wat ur frens are telling you man..u need to hang out more man..u need to lighten up..start to get excited over things again..colour your world up yeah?It not the black and white tat you think it is.. hang out..hang loose..u know like wat u were before u crashed?..it's worrying..

Now I know this week has just been as bad with the outfields,which u didnt eat anything for the entire day again, and army stuff..endless guard duty....but hey u did get to meet up with mich back from aussie rite?u were semi-looking forward to ur hang-out frenz coming home rite? well now they are mostly back! (except joan of cos who is replace by the joanne-wanna-be)..

Look now, we are into this together..wether u like it or not..and I HATE BEING SO UNHAPPY all the time! u dun even enjoying watching movie no longer! u cant concentrate on pool and u have been losing at mahjong ever since~ SO NOT MARVIN THE MAGNIFICENT? didnt wello knock some sense into u when he came back? and and and? it aint working yet? u going to mayday concert later..i mean how cool is tat? get excited! please....I miss tat sudden rush of blood to the head..the touch of perfect arrogance knowing tat wat u do is rite and no one can question u? The joy of dressing up totally according to ur character and mood tat day? now u jus dun seem to care?

Alrite..i know ur lost and all..so i am gonna tell u wat to do..jus stick to me and u will be back in no time..I want u to stop starting blankly at the msn screen and toking to no one..I want tat attitude of i couldnt care less back..I want u to do things tat u love doing and re-fall in love with them all over again and again and again if need be..rock things up with music like fort minor,ur new love..flaunt ur poetry...paint ur world red just because u like it...

I know u and thus I await with deepest anticipation...

love the world..love yourself more..

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Restless

I am bored *pout*

The house is empty cos everyone is at the stars award..

I wanna go out but at the sametime, dread going out..

Yes I know..Contradiction.

Is ur life just as pretty?

I Just did 3 guard duty this week and I am on duty again tmr.

I Lost at MahJong again yest.

Life's a Bitch sometimes. Ermm Most of the time.

oh! will blog in chinese soon.Wait out

am i deleted too?

*Is and forever will be amazed by Mayday

*Enjoys the moment as he breaks away into his world created by pure imagination

*Is buried in Brisbane

*Should stop thinking abt getting new shoes

*Needs to learn to start breathing again

*looking forward to the day where he puts back the stars

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