Monday, October 31, 2005

::169::
Jus when u think it can get no lower..

I cut my lips during breakfast in camp this morning..tsk tsk..my fren say I wasn't concentrating and yeah it jus happened..made a mess out of my breakfast...and yeah so stupid...I skip lunch and dinner after tat..partly due to the pain and jus didnt felt like eating lor..Good also lar..my fren keeps on saying I am fat..gain weight..time to lose weight...

I thought tat was it..the limit... who knows during stripping of the GPMG...I cut my finger...tsk tsk..I done it so many times i can do it with my eyes close le but then again..more blood..my fren say I got xue Guang zhi zai...Must go and pray or something...too bad I dun believe in such stuff lar..at least no longer...

On my way home I help to stop this kid riding on a bicycle from crashing to a lamp post and guess wat..I cut my leg on his chians....bravo MArv...U R AMAZING...

today is Feng's bday...he is having fun now with his girl i guess..a kid no more...Happy birthday dude..

Happen to listen to a song jus now on Tv..I listen to it on cd for like a few times and I didnt really like it..but jus now..it jus struck deep into me..isnt it amazing tat sometimes the songs written almost across the world can make u feel so connected? almost like they stole the words out of ur mouth..Songs..Songs..Songs...It Gives u strength and makes u weak at the same time..

Wu Yue Tian- Ya Guan..
Is it possible to just suddenly turn colour blind?



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8:29 PM



Sunday, October 30, 2005

::168::
Tears

The day that I finally lost my Angel..Forever..

..sigh..

I thought it was zhi zhu..but the song is closer ba..
sad..

http://www.xuxule.com/lyric.asp?cdID=05-0549&songNo=6



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8:08 PM



Monday, October 24, 2005

::167::
Daddy's home..

I wanted to write abt the trip. No really, I really wanna tell u guys wat happen over there but jus thinking abt it makes me sick.lots of cuts, lots of bites tat I can take..but raining every single freaking day, Ankle deep mud, chest level streams...tsk.. IT WAS TERRIBLE. I cant believe I actually made it alive..totally in-human task...NEVER EVER been glad^er to be at home...So if ur bf/brother/gay partner/neighbour tells u tat he is going brunei for training..give him 200% respect and when he gets home give him the feast of his life..he DESERVES IT!!

home sweet home.....shugs..

Was greeted by a sweet surprise when i got home..one of my aussie fren actually send me a wonka bar all the way from down under! A WONKA BAR!!! how amazing is tat!! (aussie readers keep quiet, they dun sell it in singapore)

I was really like ..Wow! It even had this golden ticktet thingy to tour nestle factory( who in the world wanna go?) anyway...GOLDEN TICKET! Tat is wayyyy coool~... Why singapore never sell huh? Itz nice wat..? no drugs and all wat? hmm..Anyway I ate it all b myself~ fanz of Marv's Blog would know tat MARvin doesnt take chocolates..yup it true...but tat bar was...ermmm...lets say significant? haha..I dun care...for that moment i felt like charlie...*bleams*...now to grow up, sell the factory and get me some dumb blond to be my angels..heh..

Been sleeping all day long after my return...daddy was telling mummy...eh he really so tired ar...well...duh~ yeah?!~ tsk tsk...I love Nuaing at home....heh...

Going back in a few dayz but next week will have a superrrrrrrrr long weekend..heh...+ feng bday...yeah...at least something to do...

Broken promises..empty links..world stills goes on I guess....*sigh*



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11:56 AM



Friday, October 07, 2005

::166::
Leaving on a jet plane...

I dun wanna go.

Tat abt sums up wat I am feeling now..

Sigh I am gonna miss everything...

I wanna stay home and watch TV..

I wanna sleep on My bed..

I dun wanna walk and wander aimlessly in the forest..

I wanna hang out with my dear frens..

I wanna listen to my MP3 all day..

I dun wanna go..

2 weeks seem sooooo long..wait for me?



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3:36 PM



Sunday, October 02, 2005

::!65::
Ouch!

At this very moment my toe is bleeding like no body's business.

Ouch.

Ok now on with the blog.

The bleeding of my toe is of cos thanks to the 32km route march tat I yet again participated in on friday to sat afternoon.According to my fren who rides a bike, it would bring me from jurong all the way to woodlands and even on wheels, it is a long and tiring ride.Sigh..

now at abt the 20km-24km..I had my first un-natural experience on tekkong...I started to see ppl in full battle order(same as me) walking beside and in front of me. Which was all still natural as tat was the dress code for the night. Dissappearing at every blink of eye and reappearing again later. NOT.

I was like...WOW i am starting to hellucinate! starting to generate images out of nothing..Being excited and all at the 24km march which i had to cross a river by swimming at 5 am in the morning, i told my fren wat i saw in the dark(couldnt even see my fingers tat kind of darkeness) jus now....He saw the SAME. So did more then 10 of the ppl walking with me. Mass hallucination? hmmm...Doubt it..no wonder i felt soo cold tat night...

ya so..after crossing the river, with my drench wet boots and socks i carried on my last 8km to the range where i had to hit 6/10 shots to get the badge...if not my 32km would be a waste...in the process of walking with sand rubbing on my skin and socks cutting through my feet, i managed to form a fair amount of blisters and thus the blister broke when i accidentally kick onto the wall jus now...Blood..toe...Tissue paper...

after the range ended at abt 2..i made my way back to camp and clear all the stalls...etc...rush home with a cab and rush to weishen's commissioning parade..it was really nice..I Spotted him as i reconigse his sedia-face..after all we did drill for more then 5 years together...So proud of him after he got his amulet..he came a long way and now he is finally an officer...saw some bmt ppl but i was dao as usual...too tired to react as i have not slept for countless hours with my legs warning to fall apart at any second.

After the parade and stuff was over..Call wai to realised tat his side had dismissed and i miss my date with them..sigh...so we drove to liquid kitchen which was this cool place I really wanted to try..it was fantastic! the deco was nice..the food was nice..the drink was nice..and u could jus sit there to watch soccer with ur alcohol on the sofa!~ we even borrowed a deck of cards to play while snacking...Super cool hang out place...u guys should really come..ya..saw huiqin there and she gave us discount...=) popular kids from ngee ann..oh ya..i forgot..my this gal fren from ngee ann was at the parade too and she pointed some ngee ann guys to me and ask if i knew them? i was like er...no? but from the look they gave me i think they know me? ermm or at least C4 lor..hmm but who really give? they are guys..big dragon baot guys...so like Watever~

went to bugis today...bought some tops..and a new 3/4..nothing much still feel super tired...going back camp tmr...sianz...

oh dear frenz i am leaving this friday midnight to brunei for training..sigh two more weeks of rubbish..when is this ever ending..

the colour of the day is PINK..



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*Is and forever will be amazed by Mayday

*Enjoys the moment as he breaks away into his world created by pure imagination

*Is buried in Brisbane

*Should stop thinking abt getting new shoes

*Needs to learn to start breathing again

*looking forward to the day where he puts back the stars


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