Sunday, July 24, 2005
::151::tired..Ya i know i am not suppose to be home..but i sneak out to sew on my guards tab..=) finally itz all over..after walking 46 km in two dayz with logs, strecher and jelly cans, I finally passed out of all tat silly trainin..phew...my leg is now full of blisters due to all the walking...sigh..
this has been a really losuy week..I woke up jus now from a really depressing dream...wat made it worst was tat it was more of a reality tat i was facing..jus so saddening ya..
Online now with no one to tok to..sigh..guess I am really not tat popular after all...
where are u my frenz?
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10:52 PM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
Wanted to post this after blog reading...saw BSB concert on MTV long long ago one..
I don't know what he does to make you cry,
but I'll be there to make you smile.
I don't have a fancy car,
to get to you I'd walk a thousand miles.
I don't care if he buy you nice things
Does his gifts come from the heart? - I don't know...
But if you were my girl...
I'd make it so we'd never be apart.
Chorus:
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you... but
Love is all I have to give.
When you talk - does it seem like he's not
even listening to a word you say?
That's okay babe, just tell me your problems
I'll try my best to kiss them all away...
Does he leave when you need him the most?
Does his friends get all your time?
Baby please... I'm on my knees
praying for the day that you'll be mine!!
Chorus
Bridge:
To you...Hey Girl,I don't want you to cry no more - inside
All the money in the world could never add up to all the love
that I have inside ... I Love You baby
Bass break:
And I will give it to you
All I can give,all I can give
Everything I have is for you
But love is all I have to give
Drum break & Chorus 3x and out:
But my love is all I have to give
Without you I don't think I can live
I wish I could give the world to you ... but
Love is all I have to give...to you.
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11:36 AM
::150::LousyThis has been one lousy week...sigh...too many things happened at one shot which made me really upset.. Too many frens disapoint me at one go..Jus feel so restless and ever so very un-important..i understand tat sometimes even if when someone means alot to u, u sometimes tend to forget making it clear to the person..sometimes u might even take the person for granted becos u feel tat he or she is close enough to understand...I am not saying tat i am very petty or very self-centered waiting for attention to overflow over me..I know i am being very childish..But still at this very moment I feel very unloved by ppl tat i really care alot...and it jus suxz..when 1+1 is not = to 2...u dun really expect me to always give 1 3/4 and u jus give 1/4 amount of effort rite...jus let me rant...Like really WATEVER man..
Sorry denise..I didnt really know wat to update recently...army isnt really perfect and I have alot of sudden added responsibilty and I have to really concentrate and work hard on it so tat i dun screw it up too much..too many ppl counting on me..so yeah..busy...working really hard..
Going for a company field camp this week..following tat directly will be my guards summary excercise which will be hell..and then after tat gas chamber training again...it would be 2 weeks later before I get to come out..and when is then..all my frenz would be gone studying and all...feel so sianz..looks like i am gonna be very lonely all over again...wat to do...we all have out lives to move towards to..jus tat mine dun look very bright tat all...
Frankly I have been rahter happy the last few weeks and now sudddenly I feel this way..so maybe things aren't tat bad..itz jus tat I came down from an emotional climax thus everything jus seem a little more dull...and a little more low...I dunno...everything jus looks really messy now..what can I do? need more love
Alrite ppl...if someone really means something to u do pls let them know? it Aint fair to always let them be on the giving end and stuff....tat is of cos unless he or she doesnt really mean anything to u..then continue to ignore then...the world wasnt made fair anyway...yuckz..
unfair
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11:05 AM
Monday, July 11, 2005
::149::Run and shoot...ermm another busy week has pass and here I am again on the verg of booking in..
Sigh...anyway..this week will be having ATP...for non-saf ppl out there...jus imagine...running with live rounds loaded in a gun for a distance then firing at a set of targets...Hitting them on a high rate would make u $200 richer..so yeah...*cross Finger*
oh after one long week..your finally home...=) fun?
till next week...my update on the shoot..heh...
Home sweet homeeeeeeeeee...now for the real world..
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5:50 PM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
::148::Tired but blissfulGreat day...great food..great fun...
gotta book in at 7 am tmr.. sigh
Lotsa love folks..
Flap ur wings and watch urself..
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1:21 AM
Monday, July 04, 2005
::147::Itz totally..restless today..sigh..nothing beats home but still something to do would be nice..so I knew I had to be constuctive..Something tat would make the world a better place..if not then at least something for the neighbourhood...Or perhaps something for the family? worst come to worst the minimum i could do was to come up with something for myself....guess wat...
tat's rite..absolutely nothing happened...tsk tsk...I tried to write a song but as i sat there with my guitar a sudden rush of nothing rush over me...scary....i was like totally drained..so i play some of my usual tunes and like move on~ plus the fact tat this jay style song tat is not sang by JAY is really stuck to my head..i can send it to u if u got no idea wat i am toking abt..but i think i am quite freaky..i dun think alot of ppl can tell itz not him...but then again there aint alot of marvin ard...
toking abt MARvin...as I channel flipping today..there was this movie abt this gal, apparently the female lead, holding this guy at hostage with a surgery knife on his private...which is so not the point..anyway she was like "I want u to call Marvin now and tell him to bring blah blah blah over now.."apparrently her daughter was on hostage... I was like cool...MARvin..not a character name u hear everyday..so I waited for the "Marvin" to appear..and to my horror it was this fat, ugly, pizza-stained drunk man...I changed channel and nv look back...wat a lousy choice of name..really wonder wat the director was thinking..MArvin is a name of such class and prestige and he totally abuse and insulted it...sigh...
Wat is the world coming to...First the martian..then the robot from the hitch-hiker guide..now this...gosh..I think there should be a ban or something for mis-using my name on uncute things..maybe a copyright or something..something has to be done...let all boycott the wrong usage of my name...I am sure tat it would make the world a better place..*nod head*
I am so addicted to speed of sound..I am starting to understand the legendary status of coldplay..
Singapore is too hot to survive in..but somehow..all tat jus go away when i put on the ugly green uniform..but since now i am a civillian...SINGAPORE IS TOO HOT without an air-con..sigh..
yet another messy blog..think i gotta learn to blog in the day more..
then again..tat would'nt be me..lotsa love...
Angel's flying away..
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12:15 AM
Sunday, July 03, 2005
::146::Another one joins the club..Happy bday PJ~!!
yup..another one joins the club..now we can all go casino together~ and watch RA movies and do things tat kiddo were not able to do..which i cant really think of now...heh..
Anyway..jus return from Pj's EVent which i still felt was super expensive...tsk tsk..u have such doting parents ya..u better really treasure them ya..Hope u like the present we gave u..though u didnt get me my IPOD...sigh...itz ok.. we still love u...jus not tat much lar..ha..
Dunno Y but i tend to get tired very easily now adayz...must be getting old..
I dun feel perfect..something doesnt feel tat rite..
Teach me how to fly like u..
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12:35 AM
