Saturday, December 25, 2004
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Seasons Of Magic
I looked out of the window from the bus I was on and saw the streets were crowded with people, families,couples and perhaps even strangers. one thing was common. The smile on their face.
Christmas is always so magical which makes me love it sooo much.The lights are always so mesmerising...even when ur in the crowd squeezing ur way through a normal 5 mins walk, the feelin is just so diff..dun really know how to put it into words lar..but yeah..carols and all jus makes the night feel so rite..
had dinner at Lips last night, surprisingly the food wasnt bad..in fact it was nice and the price was pretty ok too..should visit them more often when i am waiting for a movie or something..OH Ms Koh msg me when i was there..heh so surprised...but yeah...miracles were due to happen at ard this time of the year so yeah...though not exactlly wat i wanted but..heh..u get my point..
Dear frenz who msged me merry Xmas through Sms...thanks ya..but as u noticed tat this year id didnt really reply..aiya..no choice lar..Ns makes u LAzy...and i was afriad of getting into the Sms jam and..and and....ok Excueses i know...will try to draw strength to sms u guys before the day end lar..I dun prefer sending forwards msgs..so no cheng yi..yeah..will type something later..
Simply love this day and wont want it to end without leaving a note on this slow moving blog of mine..but hey...i am still faster then PJ's..heh..
Merry Xmas and Warmsest Season Greetings to all...
Christ is the Reason for the Season....=)
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1:17 PM
Sunday, December 19, 2004
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Miss home..
GOsh one week in SISpec and I Almost gone crazy...sigh..itz really terrible esp when all ur frenz are not in ur company..sight..i miss them so much..
My section pretty much sux now..all i have left to draw strength from are the SMS tat u ppl send me ya..give me more purpose in life..yeah itz tat bad...
anyway..in my platoon, i have a primary sch classmate who apparently have a 2 year old daughter,someone i ddint like when i was a kid.. and a secondary schmate which i too didnt like too and guess wat? to complete it all a poly guy tat i totally hate..! isnt tat the perfect? sigh..
it feels soooo good to be home..heh..soo good to go town..who was by the wat crowded with lots of performance for xmas..i love xmas....heh..yeah...so magical..
blog more tmr when i have the mood.. miss all u guys..esp u...the one with my present..hahaha...
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2:21 AM
Sunday, December 12, 2004
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Pitter Patter..
Sigh...went to sentosa today to tan but it rained..fantastic eh..so we had some classy pizza and left for bugis to do some shopping...then the usual routine of playing pool..etc....dun really feel good cos monday gotta go back to camp already...i dun wanna go sispec!~ haiz..but wat to do..SAF is unfair..but who gives lar...
Anyway..was toking to defeng abt presents tat we gave ppl..I think my fav was this crystal rose tat i gave as a bday gift..it was so perfect..A rose tat would nv die..flawless...heh...dunno if i can ask it back..but yeah sweet memories of poly...dunno how is my rose doing now..
Eh ppl are not commenting on my blog anymore..why?? i need more inspiration mah...at least tag me or something..let me know ur reading ar...dun always like read and run off..tag more k...then if u have a blog..i will tag u back k? Pieces? yawn..nothing much lar..think will blog more tmr..
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1:17 AM
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
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As promised..
It is done. I have finally been able to put down Angelz and Demon for good. Reason being of cos i have finally reach the last page. Not tat it was a task or anything like tat, it was in fact pretty enjoyable. =) The end of the book Highlighted something tat I have always thought abt.( IF u plan to read the book pls turn away now..)
Horror and then Hope..
I vaguely recall a movie, "unbreakable" was it? It was abt a man who was in search of a superhero, someone tat he dreams and admire of in his world of comics and imagination,Created freak accidents such as train crash and tumbling buildings.Sacrificing the lifes of innocent so tat a hero would appear and save them. The hero came.
In order for there to be a hero, there first must be diasters or pain. There must be something that we can be delievered from rite? I mean if there were no kid drowning in the lake while playing, there wouldnt be the hero tat dives in to rescue him. If there were no wicked dragon holding a helpless princess as hostage then there would be no knight in shinning Armour.
Horror
\Hor"ror\, n. [Formerly written horrour]
painful and intense fear, dread, or dismay
Hope
1.Something that is hoped for or desired
2.often
Hope Christianity. The theological virtue defined as the desire and search for a future good, difficult but not impossible to attain with God's help
When do we really cry out for hope? when it is dark and eerie, we pray silently tat our god is watching over us. When one of our love ones are seriously sick, we cry out for hope and miracle healing. When we are lost in the fast paced world ard us, we pray for a ray of light or direction to lead us. A ray of hope.
When nothing happens?
Have we all forgotten wat is hope when the waters are calm and fine? Must we all be repeatedly reminded with horror and pain in order to see that there is a more postive side to the picture? Must pain be purposely inflicted so that we can learn for the better?
I hope that Mrs Tan wouldnt scold me again tomorrow thus I better do my homework.
Gosh now tat he is not ard, I suddenly realised that he is really very nice compared to the rest of the world.
Is this the logic tat the world functions in?Must something undesirable happen before we can start to hope for better? Are we all binded by this invisible law of nature? If there was no negative,then how do we know wat is postive?
Are we in a world that has forgotten how to pray for love and goodness?
Humans complacent in nature. Comment.
Very interesting eh? Point 2
I think itz roughly in the same direction? itz like all our complaints are recurring and come abt through comparing. Be it with ourselves or with the people ard us.We thus only find happiness when our problems or when our negative tranforms into a positive.
My work is stressful.
My work stress has been relieved thus i feel happy.
Event of undesired. Over come event. Resulting in Positive
State of work remains the same. Positive slowly becomes neutral and thus another source of making us feel positive has to be found before we reach negative again. Its almost like a drug tat u have to increased in dosage when u are starting to lose the kick.
We have forgotten abt all the pure stuff tat jus makes us happy.
A hart warming sunset.The cool breeze of the evening. The stars.Music. Friends and Love one.
Things that are always positive
when u take tat all in, we dun need any negative to remind us of the beauty of being postitive now do we?
lotsa love ard the world.
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2:17 PM
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
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Bad date
I think I am seriously a terrible date.
This thought just suddenly came across my mind when I was with my army friends today.I dunno maybe itz my lousy persona tat is the problem.wat do u guys think? As in ppl tat i always date with..Am i totally boring? too lame? too un-interesting? wat? sigh..Maybe it's my attitude problem tat appears once in a while.
Feel a little depress actually. Begining to think tat ppl are choosing to avoid me. Busy by choice perhaps. kinda make me feel lousy.
Anyway..had an outing with my NS frenz today..wasnt fantastic lar.. we didnt really know wat to do..hence again.. lousy date..I think i need to be more creative and stuff..but easier said then done..
gosh this is a dead boring blog entry..so sorry fans...not in the mood to think of something nice to write. The next one, I promise will be more interesting k?
Sigh..
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1:56 AM
Sunday, December 05, 2004
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Face Lift
After endless complaints of the colour of the backgrounds,I finally gave in.
The blog now has a clean and simple look. So unlike my style but hey, the guitar is cool rite?
so the POP parade is over and here I am enjoying my one and only block leave.
Lots of stuff i wanna do but jus dunno when should I do it. So gotta clean up my bag full of my junks from the camp but just cant seem to find time to do it.
Too addicted to reading good Ol' Danny's Angel and Demon. Can't really put it down. think I will be back later to update more.
Reading time.
btw i still love maroon 5 ya...lotsa..
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10:11 PM
