.::49::.

What hot...Whats not..

Okay let see..Welcome to that what's hot and What's not entry hosted and provided by little O' me...Though i am no fahsion guru and do not have a fortune to splash away on designer product..I am confident tat I am fully capable of telling you what's hot this season...

Everything.

Whats not?

Hiding myself in my dear air-con room, refusing to leave it for any reasons wat-so-ever.

Singapore feels like it is melting away more everyday.PPl I know,or most of them anyway would rather stay home and take multiple baths than go chillin with thier frenz in town...who can blame them? With weather like this u gotta be "freezing" with ur frenz in order to realli enjoy urself..Lame, yes I know....but being a potential "national protecter" going for training in the end of the year, i had to prove to be strong and dependable thus I dragged myself out of the comfort zone and dressed up with my usual style of long and hot clothings..All for the sake to bring human endurance to the next level and challenge the limit of all singaporeans...Sizzle.....

I am toking abt Prom.

Being guyz, there was more or less only one option to dress up to in a formal occasion.Which reminds of Mr. Defeng's "there only one type of dress"

Pauses and wait

Is that a " What type izzit?" I hear?..

Business Blazerz of course.Sobz.besides costing more then a normal evening gown that most girls would wear on that night, it was abt 200 times hotter..Compared to emily hong maybe 300 timez..Being the extremest that we are, C4 decided to come in total black. That rite folks the colours that adsorbs them all, BLACK.

Therefore when i was suppose to meet wello at his place in the afternoon, i went in beach wear.See I didnt lie. I was realli in beach wear...tsk tsk..Jus tat it was different time of the day tat i wore it. I went to J8 to get some medication and stuff before i took 156.Which reminds me of my funny encounter with the lady at slivera( think itz spelled like tat..) I pointed to a few rings tat i wanted to try for my last min sprint to get a Loud Ring to go with my outfit and when i put it on. The espression on her face was priceless. hehz.Yeah i had black fingernailz..and she was a little caught off guard..she tried to make it look like a day to day thing but nahz..itz not suppose to be. Come on it was for Prom..IT was also my hidden desire lar..hehz..wanted to try it for some time.

Went to wello house and beat Defeng winning 11.Come on..That 11-0 thingy tat happen at wello hse was a myth. He was dreaming.It didnt happened..Just ask defeng..If I lost 11-0 and he lost to me 2-0 that would mean that defeng will lose to wello....you do the math..

Jordan came over shortly with his pastor image going aganist my Gothic look. Wello with the hip hop style which we saved him from being the same as the finalist of PRom king, who too had black finger nailz..darn him...FAnz...

The night event wasnt realli exciting..it sux to be exact..but with everyone dressing and fully utillizing the power of make up..IT was pretty cool to like wow here and there..all my frenz look so diff and pretty..IT was realli fun...Took lotz of picturez..which I realli sux in them..Dun like to take them..I look realli ugly..haiz sobz..but wat to do..sniff sniff..

Went to embargo after tat...Play alot of silly gamez invented by clara or soemthing drank alot till abt 2am..rush down to cine for TRoy but it was SOLD OUT..Come on...itz 2 25 am in the morning..can u believe how crazy singaporeanz are..hehz..yes I know so were we..had a sandwich and went home after tat..it was realli fun watching how pretty the girlz can get when they dressed up..Amazed...Since wello praise dajie..For my own safety..You rock too Ver..As i told ya..classy..rich..CLASs...there u go...oh rach..u look realli diff! so shock! u pull it off girl..Emily...look like yu fang lor without the erm erm...hehz..

Tat was abt it..try to take off my nail polish yesterday..had enough of freaking ppl out who were serving me in town and stuff..hehz..not as easy as it looked..some hard to reach places realli made me spend alot of time....so i give up..=) it will come off sooner or later lar...

Mummy got me a new HP...YEAH...itz cool...small screen lar..but cool..haha..the hands free totally shock me out..nokia realli knowz how to spend on design ehz..driving again tmr..hope i do better...I got noooooooooo time..I WANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNa pass..need all the luck help and encoragment i can get..come on...SHOw me some LOVE...real busy..got the camps stuff...got my bday chalet..eh ppl u guyz going anot...now like only welloz and spouse..denise...err..Ver and CO....yiling...going only lehz..so little...come on..oh Mich which reminds me..I hate u...ha...let me know k? Angel?

count down of 120 or so hourz...

.::48::.

Rock on! Party nEver Stops...

Prom is realli a long entry to write..something tat i dun have time for.. jus leave a few key pointz tat i jus learned...later will tok more abt it..

1- NEVER underestimate the power of MAke up...

2- There is such a spray tat will curl ur hair and hold it there..

3- Blazers dun work well with the singapore weather..

4- Gothic black finger nailz are cool...and it doesnt matter wat ppl say..

5- Taking lotz of photo in a night will make u Daze

6- Baby face like Jordan can get free drinks in pubs

7- C4 has more then 8 fans...YEAH!

8- Ppl leaving for hongkong should heal their Ulcers

9- It is polite to return with presents for someone who always does the same

10- Arsenal are unbeatable in the league

11- Photographers like to take advantage of girls who are only dress in a bra and business coats..

12- Singapore has amazing make up stylists

13- Cai Li Lian was from NGee Ann BFS

14- I prefer Shy girls who tends to stutter alittle when toking to me =)

15- Graudation Night is realli Fun When all your frens are ard...=)

.::47::.

Prep for Prom..

Yeah!! all prep is done..nv get anything tat i was looking for except the necklace..which will be my highlight i guess..hahaha going GOTHIC....when u read tis it will be too late to stop me too...hahaa..think ver is gonna kill me...but nahz..hahaha..

I really dunno wat is wrong..Seems like I am bitching abt everything tat is ard me..I cant seem to concentrate on my life..I lost my poetic touch..Cant seem to feel any inspiration..I sux At driving..I lost the beat I had always used to play the guitar with..I am sick of being like so pitiful ..I am not excited abt anything at the moment even though I know there are events coming up..I Booked my chalet for my bday and I have half a mind of boycotting it myself..I jus feel so Empty..This is terrible and not the way i wanna live my life! Yet here i am bitching abt it all over again..tat word terrible is haunting me..

I think that some part inside on me would actually want some compassion from my dear frens who are reading this and hopefully they would drop me a word of encouragement or something..But another part of me is disgusted by the fact that I am so pathetic..waiting for ppl to drop ther pity on me..I mean the last person in the world I would want myself to pity is myself..I have better life then many unfortunate ppl out there but i dun seem to cherish it..Are u confused yet? no? ok let me get into gear then..

I might need some medical attention.

ok? letz move on to why do i feel tat way..I feel realli bad and disgusted with myself..for some weird unknown reason..I dun seem to love myself anymore..I am starting to trust myself and even my brain...Are u still with me?..Itz like the 2 personality inside of me finally had enough of each other and would want me to make a stand as to who do i realli wanna be...I think this is a physcological problem of some sort..Not to the extreme of Mr Jackal..but not far away..

Do I think too much? that is wat all my frenz seem to be telling me..but i like to think..it makes me feel strong in the world that I am so unfamiliar to..tat is wat i used to think...Suddenly i am sooo tired of thinking...i am tired of planning wat to do over the weekend..i am tired of deciding wat to eat.. I dun not realli feel like having lunch or dinner..I dislike going out as somehow it makes me feel even more lonely..

IS this realli making sense to u? cos itz not making any sense to me..I am jus like allowing the words and messy thoughts to flow out of me..YEs I am too lazy even to organise my thoughts..who cares..this is not an essay..no one will grade it..I know i have lotz of spelling and gramma error but i am too lazy to go and edit it.. Why? maybe becoz i dun think anyone is really taking such reading seriously..except for u denise..i know ur there..ur like my fav fan...thankz for reading and commenting and stuff..sorry for always being mean to u..jus tat i am bored and i know u can take it..so ya....hmmm tat makes me sound abie like Ver...ur infecting me with ur theories of life lehz...tsk tsk..

There I feel alot better..I messed up the entire blog..I made sure tat everyone reading this is somehow or other lost in wat i am toking abt...I am sick of always being force to be a "pilot"...oh toking abt tat..I am not angry with the person tat "sends me flying" but rather I am sick of tat sudden feeling of being alone.. yeah so no worries i am not angry with ya..I jus hate the feeling not the person...

If u manage to realli pull through and come all the way here...then u must be realli bored with nothing much to do online or ur realli my fren....in doubt..do i realli have best frenz?...i dunno...not really a good time to comment on it too i guess..dun wanna hurt any of them who are reading this..yes u guyz mean alot to me..jus tat i think i am in a period where i need to confirm and sort myself out..yeah...in case u havent realised..the last 5 sentance tat was jus written made no sense at all...Jus in case ur not lost yet....ARRRRRRR... I realli need to get a life... where? what? how? who? i gotta know somehow....

In short, Maybe I am jus lonely...haiz..

P/s: let me know if u guyz are coming to my chalet k..been years since i organised something for my bday..the last time i think edwin was here and u bought me a X-man toy..can u imagine how long is tat...If ur reading this..ur invited...

for my poly frenz..It would be on the 31/5..the actual bday...
For Bps and otherz....it would be on 30/5...let me know can...

i wanna prepare a list of ppl going..so i can cancel it and waste all the money if no one is going...yeah..DArn ..Tok abt feelin NEGATIVE...

.::46::.

Dun Ask..

Tired..Lousy..Nasty..BAD BAD BAD DAY.....

.::45::.

Dawn of the wat?

Wat happens when u mix the best selling PS 1 action title with a director in hollywood? How abt Absolutely NOTHING!!!! no wait...i think it is call dawn of the dead...OMG..i cant think of another worst rip off from video games to movie compared to this...Those of u matured audience as me..would remember this chinese movie based on street fighter..andy lau..jacky...ekin..no..not blood broz..itz a very old movie...abt space cop and stuff..trust me..if it was placed together in an award ceremony..it would have beaten tat dawn movie hands down...

I almost cried when the movie ended..no it did not connect to the all deep inner soul within me..it connected me to the money i lost when i purchased the ticket....To be real honest, the first 5 minz was realli prospectful..it was realli scary and stuff..thoose movie tat u dun dare to watch but wanna watch....but tat my fren tat was jus 5 mins...The movie faded off into resident evil 1 for those ps players out there..but only all the lousy parts...it was realli realli unrealistic..there were no logical answers to why there are zombies in the mall and when there is only one of them to start with? did he bite himself into one? ot maybe he is jus the smarter one tat knows how to open doors without ripping them apart?...how abt..the zombie baby that was given birth after the mummy is dead without no blood or chord attached?Wat since ur biten to becomming a zombie ur immortal and would be able to do things tat normal humans cant do?In exchange of tat..u lose all ur intelligence? the best has to be the Blowing up of chemical gas to like blow away all the zombies...the truck is magically protected by god so tat only the zombie get blown away...the truck would not even shatter a piece of glass or move an inch..not forgetting tat the survivors in the mall have unlimited ammos and new guns to watever new character tat comes into play..and are all able to modify a bus into a ninja turtle like wagon tat kicks Ass...

Duh..even some scene are suspiously familar to the video game...but all credits has to be given to the ending...I would realli wish the director was in tat town too...please..anyone..jus send him there...and let him be part of the undead....no wait..tat would only make the undead begging to die...tsk tsk...I know i am very crictical abt a good story line but with the amount of illigal Vcds and vendors ard..please make good use of the money u have to invest in better movies...look at mystic river..dun realli think it costed as much but I would rather watch it again then to watch dawn...heck...i would even dontate it to the S league fund for the 2010 world cup team then to watch another move like this..cant believe this is happening to hollywood...

I got my necklace today...Its a Cross..hee..dun need tat sliver ring anymore...but i am looking for a nice ring though...it gotta be bright and attention grabbing...yeah...dun realli know wat to do with my hair..so need to do something abt it..itz killin me everyday to go out with tat..haiz..suggestions please!~ I have a driving lesson at 930 tmr..wah liaoz..too rash..jus pick any slots tat were available...now..regrett..but hey i only got like a month to TP lor....gotta pass..gottttttttaaaa pass....wish me luck...=) oh Pj if ur reading this..remember to ask ur daddy abt the car job k...I am realli interested...thankzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

.::No 44::.

Words and Inspirationz...

In a world without you...
Who can tell from right to wrong..
a dream without your softest touch...
Girl,I need you to be strong..

Though we are far apart..
can u feel me in ur heart?
can u hear the words I left in the wind..
Can my loneliness not last?

But everytime before I give up..
You would hold ur hand for me....
a little shy..
a litte sweet...
trust me we are meant to be

You never ask why...
You never ask where...
we dun have to answer..
its all in the air...

You never look back
there's never regretts
a moment like this...
we forever will share...

*~~End~~*

Realli tired..but ok lar..think this would make a pretty nice song..will try to edit more into it lar..hahaa..yeah i am bored...and tired....and i feel like doing something sweet lar..hahaha...copyright a little but dun think u guyz can tell ba...sssssssh.....hahaaa....yaya..will try harder.. Btw i stole Ros seeker Mood thingy..hahaa..showz my mood now...cool...laugh of evil..Muahahhaa...

.::Number 43::.

Mothers Day!!..

Rite I jus got home from over nite mahjong again..I won..at last....realli tired..but cant go to sleep..going to shuyi 21 bday celebration..dun realli know how it would turn out ...havent even get the present yet..tsk tsk..getting it later...hmmm 24 hours no sleep and the clock is still going.....can taste the NS life in the Air...heyz Y yeah itz u...still laugh...hurtful lor..after all we been through...tsk tsk...I am a professional pilot now..hahaa....u understand wat i mean.....Demon too...I think u made me flew the furthest... one man flight.. hmm...guess I am realli tired...glad tat u guyz are leaving more commentz here lehz..at least i know i am not writting to the air....catch up with u guyz online soon k...havent been chatting with u all much...yawnz....here we go again.........

.::Number 42::.

A brand new day

Changed the entire layout of the blog..hope u guys like it ...Permanantly change the italic of the blog..so YOu can read it k...spend more time reading this..dun jus browse through..hehz..made ur requested improvement lar..KKKKK...stop complaining....anway..couldnt realli sleep well last night....slept at abt 5 in the morning and woke up at 11? something is reallli very wrong with me.. i jus cant seem to sleep...maybe it was because of the "none of ur Biz" thingy...not very nice thing to say to me lehz...but nahz..ur jus most prob tired...pls u gotta be....if not it will only make me feel worst..hehz...Motherz day tmr...dunno where will I be going...hope to make mummy happy...after all my bday is ard the corner...hahaha..carez folks..leave a comment for once k? changed to ur liking le...=)

.::Number 41::.

Blood Broz...

Jus a short blog...went to watch Jiang hu at night with edwin...it was a wu jian dao wanna be..not quite there..dun think will sell very well ba..updated the blog a little...added a song which not everyone can hear...dunno y....sobz...added a chatterbox so u all can leave me with more msgz.....please do....decided not make my font italic as ppl complained tat it cannot be read...tsk tsk...haha...bored....going shoppin for shuyi 21st bday present tmr..carez folkz

Volume 3..

Been wanting to post this quiz like thingy...Got it from RO's Blog pretty Cool...lookz stupid but something freaky abt it attracts me to take it and now post it... http://www.googlism.com/index.htm?ism=

Some things u didnt know Marvin is...

marvin is a prototype
For wat?

marvin is one of the leading charter boat operators in grand cayman
Am I?

marvin is ellected
hmmm?

marvin is god
Muahahaha..face my wrath

marvin is ordered to bring the aliens to the bridge
We are the man in Black..

marvin is 50 years old now
Maybe in Nepal yrz..

marvin is available by phone
I guess everyone is..

marvin is a client for the jabber instant messaging system
huh?

marvin is an autonomous vehicle made out of cardboard
Vroom..

marvin is a collection of java tools for the drawing and displaying chemical structures
The Lastest edition

marvin is a robomoderator
Why not..sounds like someone who can make big bucks..

marvin is based on a model helicopter and designed for participation in the iarc'1998
YEah...after tat I help us hunt for Saddam..

marvin is resting
Always..hahaa

marvin is sharing conducting duties for the inaugural choir with murray forbes somerville
we will hit MTV soon..

marvin is recommended by fellow agents for honesty and integrity as an experienced british columbia real estate agent professional
The best policy..

marvin is the man
whoose DA man..woo..~

marvin is a native texan
ssh...try not to spread it ard..

marvin is currently in the studio writing new material and developing two new artists
Hollywood Hollywood..

marvin is the usual schneider underdog
woof?

marvin is quite a likeable guy
wat u mean by quite?

marvin is an autonomous
no questions..jus read..

marvin is ordered to bring an earth to peace
refer to the Man in black

marvin is another of the villians that bugs bunny will out smart
yaya..i am the green martian lar..

marvin is convinced that “the interdependency between nations that we see today…is not going to go away
Econs ma...pass le...

marvin is controlled by a program
Maybe..

marvin is treated badly
Ver u reading this??

marvin is now in his third term as a member of city council
Politics my tea..

marvin is the 115th most popular male first name in the united states; frequency is 0
haha..no tom ,dick or harry


try it try it...

*end of volume 3*

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